♥ tired leh...~

Tis few days i hv been late sleeping...


all bccoz of the stupid folio...


totally hate this year...


coz it is the hardest folio tat i never done b4...


So it's make sleepy when in schol...


I'm juz tired lah...


Altough i have drank tea...


Bt is doesn't work it out lah...


My eyes start 2 bcum  red red...


Haiz...


So i guess friday n saturday is the best day 4 me 2 get enough rest...


Anyway stil gt 2 more days~


Don gv up...


Aza... Aza... Fighthing til the end...


God bless me 4 won't getting pengsaan jiu can liao... ^^


muackzz...


gud9...


tata....

o0o lah~!!!

Lol...

i'm in fucking damn bad mood...

u know why?

coz juz gt a dog piss on my head...

fucking damn fire now...

opps...

sry all voulgar words hv been cam out...

i din't mean it...

is juz the way tat i express y emo lah...

hehe...

bcoz of "dog" appear ...

me n my best damn gud matchi friend had been stranger...

haiz...

i hate destroyer vry much...

shoo...

Oh GOD...

let me begging u pls... pls... pls...

pls juz let go away the "dog" from my life...

n disappear 4eva...

Halleluyah ..

Amitabha... =)

♥ story~!!! #2

Erm...


2day i stay bck at school...


Neither do him...


Bt he had 2 go lagu practise...


So he can't accompany me...


N i was lonely at school...


I felt he bcum more ignored me again... T.T


I'm vry sad of it...


Yesterday night...


My tears had been dropped out... =(


Unexplainable's tears...


My heart pain when he ignored me...


Can he juz stop making me cry?


I hate hate hate the feels...


Y can't he juz understand me well?


Love me well?


Care me well?


All i wan is a simple lovely life~!!! ♥♥♥

♥ story~!!!

I'm gona 2 tel u about my ♥ story~

tis few days my modd has been vry down...

coz he started 2 ignored me...

mAy b is all my problem...

when he needs my help...

i din lend him my hand...

i was so sorry about it...

he can say me... scold me.... angry at me...

bt...

he juz can't ignored me...

i totally hate it...

coz it makes me more hurt...

sumtimes i would feel tat he treats his friend better than me...

i did not know wether tat i'm important 2 him anot...

in his heart was there a space 4 me?

why can't he try 2 spend more time wiv me...

try 2 figure it out sum ideas tat could iprove our relationship...

i'm a super + hyper jealous girl...

i dislik when he speaks 2 the other girl...

or joking sum blah blah things....

bt i would try 2 control myself...

sumtimes i would act lik a "bitch princess" d attitude...

i easily gt crazy + mad when ppl " piss on my head"...

so i hate myself sumtimes...

for being so rude...

if u realise me when having tis kind of attitude...

would u all pls remind me 2 be a polite girl...

i would appreciate it n listen 2 u all advises...

thks...

All i wish is me n my dear d relationship would be better than the day after 2moro...

hehe...

muackzz...
 

My ♥ + best damn friend~!!!

Haha...
Of coz is my alice lah...
nothg can replac her in my heart...
u know why?
she understand me alot...
really alot alot..
she know my feel?
we r best damn gud friend...
2gth we know each other 7 years...
we hv been through alot of thg...
we smile =) 2gth...
we sad =( 2gth...
we study 2gth...
altough we r now not in same schol...
distance hv been vry far...
bt...
nothg gono 2 seprate me n her no matter where we r ...
we r still keep in touch...
we gt many stuff 2 talk when we in phone...
i miss those wiv her...
i really miss her...
i wan go bck 2 the day tat we were in primary schol 2gth...
but time can't go bck right?
haiz...
i juz wish she could cum bck soon...
n i wan introduce my bf 4 her...
she din met him yet...
LOL...
sorry yar...
ermm..
gono stop here...
don touch til cry yar... haha... (joke d lah)

=(

dono y me n my best friend~kmay...
d distance bcum vry far jor...
is tat my problem?
haiz...
i dono how 2 say lah...
spechless mood lor... =(
mayb is i feel tat me n her is 2 different d world lo...
erm...
how 2 say leh ?
i oso dono leh...
we r not same in clas...
feel tat she gt her clas d  friend can liao?
y nid me?
coz sumtime i feel tat she gt wat oso no tell me d lor...
not only me feel lik tis cindy 2...
so me n cindy start 2 try join the other ppl lor...
coz we think without us she stil can b happy...
right?
bt sumppl say tat in her heart i'm her first place...
yakah?
they say i seriously get her in hurt...
yakah?
if lik tat i'm gona say sorry lor...
i oso duno  i bcum lik tis lo...
unexplainable d character?
i oso confusing...
dono wat 2 do...=(
an u wat i suppose 2 do wiv u?
can we bck lik old time?
do u think stil can?
can we mak it?
haiz...
i oso duno...
y dun u tell me...
T.T

Regret~!!!

Lolz~
I am totally regret with my attitude.
During teacher teaching, I din pay fully attention.
Juz keep on playing, gossip, on9....
pmr is around the corner~
y i hv time do sumthg tat very stupid har?
omg...
i wan 2 faint liao~
why i can't hv an intelligent brain~
still gt ppl same like me d pattern ma~
bt why hor?
their result were better than me leh?
i don't gt it leh~
is tat my mom birth in a wrong hole har?
haiz~
sometime i will think about committed suicide lor~
i dun wan 2 leave in tis world~
i wan 2 leave~
i wan gt out from tis sucks world~
bt there are 2 thgs vry important n meaningful 2 me in this world is friendship n love...
coz it gv me alot of sweet memorial tat i really appreciate...
they are my power... my strength... my energy...
so when i'm thinking about dying i wil think about them...
if i die...
they would suffer from the pain tat i leave~
i dun wan them let out a tear of me~
i wan them happy of having me in thier life~
bt if 1 day i can't fight it out from tis suck world~
then i'm so sorry...
i had mak u disappointed~
hehe..
如果人生能够从来，我会选择好好念书~
不浪费光阴。



所以我真的很后悔!!!
悔不当初!!!

♥ "s"...!!! ^^

=0
Stress of the exam which is around the corner~
Stil din prepare yet~
Stil din study yet~
Stil facebk yet~
Stil play texas poker yet~
Stil watching long soap operas yet~
Stil lik a silly n stubborn girl yet~
Damn...
y i'm stil fool lik a silly girl?
when can i grow up har?
i wan b a mature girl~
i wan b sumbody else~
i wan b a girl tat he dreams me 2 b~
haha...
bt can i mak it?
Haiz~
sorry~
sorry 4 my lovely best friend~
kmay~
sorry yar 4 din buy ur present yet~
coz i din go out~
either go tution abo at hse nia~
i already vry long time no go hypermarkets liao~
so don mad at me yar~
i wil try my best if i can go out la~
sorry~
is 4 my XXX
sry yar~
tis few days sms sleep jor~
cal u don sleep bt til the end is i accidently sleep jor~
so vry vry sry leh~
sad~ T.T
sad is i found out tat my friend chg 2 a person tat i din knew~
opps~
is ex-friend~
coz me n her mayb won't b friend anymore~
she had mak sumthg tat i canot 4gv her~
i dislik the way she treat me lo~
i oready don know should i trust her again?
or wat?
from the day tat she betray me~
i juz realize tat me n her d friendship would b last 4eva~
haiz~
wat 2 do?
tis is fate~
so i would admit it~
From tis, i had learn tat ppl would chg~
so dun simply trust ur friend~
Lastly is...
suck~
coz my head full of shit...
tis few days my "pain" had start again...
my mouth "gatal" again~
start 2 say sumthg tat about sexuality n voulgar words again~
promise tat won't do tat again~
bt stil lik tat again~
aghh...~ T.T
damn it...
y i can't mak it?
am i so useless?
haiz~
suak liao~
so i wil stop at here yar~
bye~
nid 2 bath liao~
headache~
weather was so hot~
so everybody nid 2 drink more plain water yar~
hehe~!!! =0